Now you know how you fall asleep you think of really scary thoughts that aren't so scary in the daytime because when you try to fall asleep it's dark and silent? I'm not saying I'm afraid of the dark and silence, but your mind is more open to it.
So I fall asleep at about 3 AM after finishing some pizza, and I have this weird dream, I'm in this ghetto school. It wasn't a nightmare, but I guess my brain didn't want to continue it. I wake up at about 5:30 AM and I'm just laying there, eyes closed and trying to get comfortable. My neck really hurted cause I used this freakishly large body pillow instead of a pillow to rest my head on, so i layed on the bed without a pillow and it is uncomfortable at times.
I try to fall back asleep, but I do that by thinking of things, and like how I said things you think about during attempting to fall asleep is way scarier then when you think about it in the daytime. So I tell myself "no bad thoughts, no bad thoughts" and reverse psychology has to happen. I think about airplanes crashing into my house or something, and all the scary ways of dying from that, I would usually not care and laugh about the stupidity when I'm awake, but then one of the scariest things happened to me...
While I thought that I felt my body lock and my eyes force shut, then my body vibrated, really fast, and it was heavy. I didn't move around the place, I was just laying there as my body stiffened untill I looked like one of those british guards, and as my body locked, my whole body, I mean from head to toe and even inside my head, I just vibrated, it's very scary, I almost puked. And as the vibration kicked in I tried to talk, but all I could do is stutter in a very low whisper, I couldn't even finish the word "help".
As if every muscle in my body spasmed, now I know what it feels like to get killed by someone. You can't talk, open your eyes, think straight, get nauseous, and only think about death. I don't know what was happening to me, but I don't think anything could be as scary as what happened.
So the vibrating stopped, my body kind of went free. I was breating heavy, wondering what happend. And stupid of me I thought of 9-11 without wanting to. So my body locked up again and the vibrating got violent. like I said, I didn't move anywhere, I was locked in my bed as I couldnt move and talk. I felt like I was about to burst. The only two things I can hear is the loud vibration, my stuttering and breathing heavier and heavier...
I was trying to stop this horrible thing, during this spasm it felt like everything was getting bigger around me, and my eyes were shut, I just felt it. My brain was a bit on the weird side too, I remember trying to stop the feeling by thinking of a 50 Cent song. Yeah you can laugh but, I don't even like rap, and it didn't work...
It stopped. It finally stopped. I'm laying there, feeling like something really wrong happened...so I stayed up and watched TV..
My friend said it was from emotional sickness. I'm a very happy person, I laugh at funny terrorist videos on the internet if you still think I'm afraid of it. I am telling you for a fact that I love life. And if you need anymore details, I don't take any medication and I did eat kind of cold pizza before I fell asleep.
I really need people to respond to this, what happened to me? D:
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or i'm in your air vent.
I think it could be it
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I was having weird dreams too. o_o
I don't get them a lot, but I did have one about a large storm. Lightening stricks a tree and it topples over my room, splatting me flat and bloody against my bed sheets.
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I think it's pretty normal.
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and i think its your mind simply running a simulator (albeit, a shaky one) of what it would do in that situation.
but i HIGHLY doubt that that is what is actually happening.
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well, i dunno what that is.
out of body experience doesn't sound too far off.
maybe it was the pizza..
then it gave you the most lucid dream ever and you didn't know you were dreaming.
i dunno.
sounds freaky.
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when i tell you not to think of a pink elephant with blue sptos, what's the first thing you think of?
see, when youre in front of the class, about to give a speech, and you say to urself "dont freak out", what's the first thing that comes to mind? you freaking out.
so instead of telling urself what NOT to do, try telling urself what TO do... it works much better that way...
Or, you can try having lucid dreams where you are aware of dreaming and then be able to control what happens...
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